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T O P I C R E V I E WEnnelineAs a full-blooded cancer woman incl. venus sq pluto it's hard for me to let anything go (doesn't matter if it's a person or a object ) even if I know I musn't be that clingy.Any advice on that? DeepFreezeMe? Well, no matter how hard it is to swallow. I cut it off. I shove it in my closet, bind it up, tell it to be quiet. If it starts banging on the door, I kick the $hit out of it, kick it in the head. Ignore it, don't feed it. Wait... What are we talking about again? Oh yes, sorry.If I have to cut off my leg to get away from it I will. If I have to cut friendships, give up a hang-out spot... whatever it takes. I choke it, freeze it, it's dead, it's gone. I put on a smile and act like my life was not once ever disturbed by it. Eventually, I forget that it was ever there. Until it starts smelling. OH NO! No no, that's something else. Ok seriously, that's kind of it. I drop it and move forward no matter how it hurts. It's an internal thing too. I ignore my own pain, create happiness and shove it down my own throat until one day, I believe it. ikjaI have to have a good rant about it. Talk it out, scream it out, curse someone out and then it is out of my system. It's a shame because I've always been told silence is sometimes the best form of revenge; but it's hard for me to do that. If I'm silent on a matter, it probably means I've reached a point where things have gone very far. In that instance, I wouldn't speak on it... But I would need to walk it out (furiously). Either way... It all has to come out or it hurts my body.------------------When in doubt, ask questions. ❤Sun: ♊, Asc: ♏, Moon: ♈, Venus: ♉, Mercury: ♊, Jupiter: ♋PisceanDream quote:Originally posted by DeepFreeze:Me? Well, no matter how hard it is to swallow. I cut it off. I shove it in my closet, bind it up, tell it to be quiet. If it starts banging on the door, I kick the $hit out of it, kick it in the head. Ignore it, don't feed it. Wait... What are we talking about again? Oh yes, sorry.If I have to cut off my leg to get away from it I will. If I have to cut friendships, give up a hang-out spot... whatever it takes. I choke it, freeze it, it's dead, it's gone. I put on a smile and act like my life was not once ever disturbed by it. Eventually, I forget that it was ever there. Until it starts smelling. OH NO! No no, that's something else. Ok seriously, that's kind of it. I drop it and move forward no matter how it hurts. It's an internal thing too. I ignore my own pain, create happiness and shove it down my own throat until one day, I believe it. Unreal how I am the exact same... Amazing, really. Every single word.
Any advice on that?
Well, no matter how hard it is to swallow. I cut it off. I shove it in my closet, bind it up, tell it to be quiet. If it starts banging on the door, I kick the $hit out of it, kick it in the head. Ignore it, don't feed it.
Wait... What are we talking about again?
Oh yes, sorry.If I have to cut off my leg to get away from it I will. If I have to cut friendships, give up a hang-out spot... whatever it takes. I choke it, freeze it, it's dead, it's gone. I put on a smile and act like my life was not once ever disturbed by it. Eventually, I forget that it was ever there. Until it starts smelling. OH NO! No no, that's something else.
Ok seriously, that's kind of it. I drop it and move forward no matter how it hurts. It's an internal thing too. I ignore my own pain, create happiness and shove it down my own throat until one day, I believe it.
------------------When in doubt, ask questions.
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Sun: ♊, Asc: ♏, Moon: ♈, Venus: ♉, Mercury: ♊, Jupiter: ♋
quote:Originally posted by DeepFreeze:Me? Well, no matter how hard it is to swallow. I cut it off. I shove it in my closet, bind it up, tell it to be quiet. If it starts banging on the door, I kick the $hit out of it, kick it in the head. Ignore it, don't feed it. Wait... What are we talking about again? Oh yes, sorry.If I have to cut off my leg to get away from it I will. If I have to cut friendships, give up a hang-out spot... whatever it takes. I choke it, freeze it, it's dead, it's gone. I put on a smile and act like my life was not once ever disturbed by it. Eventually, I forget that it was ever there. Until it starts smelling. OH NO! No no, that's something else. Ok seriously, that's kind of it. I drop it and move forward no matter how it hurts. It's an internal thing too. I ignore my own pain, create happiness and shove it down my own throat until one day, I believe it.
Unreal how I am the exact same... Amazing, really. Every single word.
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